Apr 10, 2005 22:24
listen everyone... i want to tell you about my my weekend... at least from my point of view... ok my weekend started on friday afternoon... after drama... drama doesnt count because its drama... ok?... ok... well... after drama... i was accosted by tons of friends to go to the mall with them... as much as i wanted to go ... knowing i would be working all weekend and have no fun there... i knew i had no money... and my brother was home alone with no food to eat... alas... i was sad of course... but wat could i do... i called my house after much more accosting by friends... and found my father to be home with my bro... good sign #1... at least he'll be fed... i thought to myself... but i still have only 4 dollars and 50 cents on my person... ok so i go back in the school and tell katie i cant go... she insists that i go... and she'll pay for me... i politely refuse... but she is dead set on me having a good time... im touched... so i go...(with the serious vow in my head not to spend any of katies money)... i have no gas in my car... so i drive with katie... in her car... theres mara, julia, little melissa and katie... not to mention the only boy steve-o...
so we are all in the car... and one thing leads to another and we are talking about certain matters... these certain matters have been on my mind... and i guess i vented... well.. everyone vented... even little melissa to some extent... i love these matters dearly... but they are matters... and matters will be matters... i still feel alittle bit guilty talkin about matters behind thier back... but ill get over it... so i vent and get all emotional with the 4 girls... bad move... i almost start tearing.. mara was close to bauling ... im sry girls... im a doofus... i dont know what came over me... i just kept talking... things are rough in the life of steve-o these days... slowly getting better... but still very rough...
we got to the mall... and did not see a movie.. to my relief... (i had no dinero)... but we did see a sad little red head on a bench.. matt was sitting there all emo like... in front of victorias secret no less!... so we talk to him and find out that brit and amanda are inside the secret... well none of the guys wanted to go in.. esspecailly damon... but i being the manlyest of the lot strode right in there... damon being the first to follow... and we find amanda and brit... amanda tryed to hide the victorias secret stuff behind her back when we came in... but its no secret to me wat she was buying... wooo doggy! ... anyways... we all leave and meet up with alex who was bartering with the old navy peeps... for a shirt that he wanted for less... (hebrew)...
... and we all went to the food court... (julia i love you to death but no one there could afford the resteraunt and no one was brave enough to say it except alex)... i being the oliver twist i am... i was eating off the scraps people were eating... i shouldnt say scraps... there was some fine cuisine there... anyways...
we went to hot topic where katie found this sexy little maids outfit... so while she trying somting else on... everyone pitched in and bought it for her... everyone except me that is... i felt VERY guilty after that... katie prolly thoguht i helped pay... when i didnt ... i i cant tell her cuz thats just wierd... i hate being poor... but its oks i guess... ill live... well after the mall... i drove home in alex's car cuz i wanted to chill witht hem some... alex matt brit and amanda... i sat in the back with brit and matt... we ended up getting into a huge wrestling match... where i ended up getting brit in the cradle hold... and matt getting kicked in the face... very eventfull... after the wrestling subsided... brit seemed to stay im my lap.. which i didnt mind and matt occasionally tickled herfeet and such... i dont know how it happened but i fell asleep... fast asleep... i was tired yes... but fall ASLEEP!?... with ALEX DRIVING?!... this was strange... i think it was the warmth of brit on me... or her wieght on my... or something...
idk... me and matt alked awhile about men and women... and how men sleep better with women... we talked ont he way back to his car... matts always good for a good talk.. i hope feelings mutual... or else im a real annoying ass... ehhh... either way.. it was a fun weekend... true true... that was only one day... yes but i got up at 9 and went to work at 10... i work at family dollor from 10-4 and at brother brunos from 4-11... great saturday... and on sunday... i worked at family dollar from 10 to 6 then i went home to lonely house and watched Search and Destroy... one of Scorsce's earlyer films... then i came downsatiars heret to type wat i remembered of frrriday.. which is almost all of it.. because that was all i thought about all weekend long... remebering the happiness i had... good feeling... but kinda depressing after your done thinking... because you reliaze how lame you are to treasure a night like that ... that is the everyday norm for someone else...
it will never be the everyday norm for me...