too much in my head

Aug 15, 2006 23:18

I hate you for always being in my head. You are there when I sleep, which therefore puts you in my mind in the morning. All throughout the day, tugging at my sanity. It sickens me really, to know you are there constantly, and knowing I can't do anything about it. And the sad part is, I really want you there to talk to. I'm sick...I must be.

I just drove around for an hour to get you out of my head, but I am more confused now than I was before. I have tried to fill that void, and I really thought I had, but I was just covering up my thoughts (and not very well I might add). Leave me alone! I don't need this anymore!!

Anyway, don't mind my craziness...just trying to write some feelings down.
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