Things are lightening up...
Well, Rick and I are remaining as friends for now. It's better than nothing at all. I still love him with all my heart, and that's never gonna change. I wish things were different with us, but they're not. I miss him a lot, and the way things were. We hung out today for like an hour. I saw his mom. That was pretty good. I missed her too. Too bad his little brother was sleeping. I miss him so much! He's such a cutie. But yeah, things are going alright. I still feel a little lonely. But I'm glad I got to see him today. He bought me a pack of butts, he didn't have to but he did. That was very nice of him. I had money, but its missing. Someone took it out of my room...hmm I wonder who it was?? Oh I know! It was my klepto little sister. Haha, she's so cute, but she's evil. Alright, well, I'm gonna go finish watching Grease. I'll write back another day. Bye.