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i don't understand why this is happening to me...i'm so sick of all this bullshit. I just want to be happy and i feel like the only way i will be happy is if i'm with rick. and that's probably never gonna happen because he won't let me talk to him so i can explain what i'm feeling. I need to know why he is doing this. he says he cares about me, and he loves me but he wont talk to me! i just don't get it. i love him so much and i want to be with him so bad. but he won't give me a chance.