Bleh
First off bare with me if there are any spelling mistakes, I'm on my phone...
I have a friend whose suppose to be my 'best' friend and I feel like shea found a new one, yea she can hangout with other people but she barely ever texts me or asks if I want to do anything, she's always out with her other friend, who btw I'm friends with too, they're always going out or hanging out together and no one says a word to me. Then I have to listen to them about boys and all this and telling me stories. Anyone who doesn't know, I'm 20, never had a boyfriend and have never been kissed. I just am so shy, I don't know how to talk to people, how to interact or how to act. I wouldn't know what to do with a boy and I feel like they're just rubbing it in my face, I feel like I'll be by myself forever, I pray every night for guidance and for the right man to come into my life. I'm sick of feeling down and feeling like crap about myself, I'm always a loner and it's shit feeling like this. I just don't know what to do anymore... I'm ready to cry...
I have a friend whose suppose to be my 'best' friend and I feel like shea found a new one, yea she can hangout with other people but she barely ever texts me or asks if I want to do anything, she's always out with her other friend, who btw I'm friends with too, they're always going out or hanging out together and no one says a word to me. Then I have to listen to them about boys and all this and telling me stories. Anyone who doesn't know, I'm 20, never had a boyfriend and have never been kissed. I just am so shy, I don't know how to talk to people, how to interact or how to act. I wouldn't know what to do with a boy and I feel like they're just rubbing it in my face, I feel like I'll be by myself forever, I pray every night for guidance and for the right man to come into my life. I'm sick of feeling down and feeling like crap about myself, I'm always a loner and it's shit feeling like this. I just don't know what to do anymore... I'm ready to cry...