I binged on a single corn dog. :|
It's strange how even when I stay within my calorie range (800 for today as a reward for losing weight), if I have something that seems like "normal food" or "junk food" I feel as though I've binged.
I was around 300 calories when Benjamin brought me a giant corn dog from work. It was like a feast. The best thing I'd eaten in two weeks. Nothing that good could possibly be below 5 million calories, but we made an estimate of 350-400.
Things can be difficult for me. I'm bulimic, not anorexic, so it's a strain for me to restrict for weeks on end. Some days are obsessive, and I cry if I top 350. Some days are sickly, painful, annoying, and angry; and all I want is to binge and purge. But I will get this weight off. I will not go back to puking half a dozen times a day.
I was around 300 calories when Benjamin brought me a giant corn dog from work. It was like a feast. The best thing I'd eaten in two weeks. Nothing that good could possibly be below 5 million calories, but we made an estimate of 350-400.
Things can be difficult for me. I'm bulimic, not anorexic, so it's a strain for me to restrict for weeks on end. Some days are obsessive, and I cry if I top 350. Some days are sickly, painful, annoying, and angry; and all I want is to binge and purge. But I will get this weight off. I will not go back to puking half a dozen times a day.