i have to pee.
Increasingly as the days go by I am becoming depressed... I don't know if it's the change in the weather or what.
When I'm all alone I just feel incedibly sad and lonely. Not lonely like, "I'm alone right now and it sucks." Lonely in the way that no one cares about me. I know that isn't true, but I can't help it sometimes. I'm unmotivated, I have very low self esteem, I'm insecure, and I just feel really ugly in every sense of that word.
I want to feel better, I really do, but I'm not sure how to go about that. I feel extremely empty and like there's a void. I don't know why I would feel like there's a void in my life, which is going to make it very hard to fill.
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On a better note, Brittney and I are getting really close again, which I am happy about.
When I'm all alone I just feel incedibly sad and lonely. Not lonely like, "I'm alone right now and it sucks." Lonely in the way that no one cares about me. I know that isn't true, but I can't help it sometimes. I'm unmotivated, I have very low self esteem, I'm insecure, and I just feel really ugly in every sense of that word.
I want to feel better, I really do, but I'm not sure how to go about that. I feel extremely empty and like there's a void. I don't know why I would feel like there's a void in my life, which is going to make it very hard to fill.
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On a better note, Brittney and I are getting really close again, which I am happy about.