Oct 29, 2007 08:59
Sometimes it's really rough. It sucks to be the bad guy, to hurt people, especially people you care so much for. I wish i could have complete control over emotions. Life would be so much easier. Then again, life would probably also suck incredibly. I just hope that one day things change for the better. I have a lot I need to figure out for myself. A lot of time away is needed. Not necesarily away from anyone in particular, i just gotta do something to help myself grow up a little.
Bleh.
this year has been rough.