i hope im not in deep shit
so harry MP just slept over... for the second weekend in a row. this time i didn't even try to hide it --- we just slept on two different couches in the basement. mom even came down in the morning, and didnt say anything - so whatever. "she's not too happy about it." dad didn't even say anything, maybe he'll bring it up later. whateva... i honestly didnt think i did anything wrong.
he left around 11.
God... damn, sometimes i get so sad thinking about the future. im leaving for chicago and korea next weekend... i don't want to have a fallout with harry. T_T it makes me sad to think about, especially after all the friendships that went down the drain this year...
T_T ku ku ku...
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so yesterday was the seniors last day of school. honestly, shit - next year's going to be so sad. i felt fucking selfish yesterday...
looking around at all of the '05 graduates... they seemed so... appreciative to have met one another --- even if they didn't like each other, yesterday in the gym there seemed to be some peace.. or acceptance between one another. i dunno, maybe i'm just making this shit up.
i felt selfish for not feeling MORE for my friends. i mean, so far in high school - or at least this year i've felt very little for them, except a few -- and i was hoping that maybe after graduation id feel more, but that's a shitty thing to say
and i feel like i havent been giving them enough credit for respect for all theyve done
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he left around 11.
God... damn, sometimes i get so sad thinking about the future. im leaving for chicago and korea next weekend... i don't want to have a fallout with harry. T_T it makes me sad to think about, especially after all the friendships that went down the drain this year...
T_T ku ku ku...
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so yesterday was the seniors last day of school. honestly, shit - next year's going to be so sad. i felt fucking selfish yesterday...
looking around at all of the '05 graduates... they seemed so... appreciative to have met one another --- even if they didn't like each other, yesterday in the gym there seemed to be some peace.. or acceptance between one another. i dunno, maybe i'm just making this shit up.
i felt selfish for not feeling MORE for my friends. i mean, so far in high school - or at least this year i've felt very little for them, except a few -- and i was hoping that maybe after graduation id feel more, but that's a shitty thing to say
and i feel like i havent been giving them enough credit for respect for all theyve done
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