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None of my "best friends" from Ohio have called me this week. When you leave home, you find out who your real friends are, i swear. my family hasn't even called.
THANKS GUYS! LOVE YOU TOO!
John and i talked for hours last nite. it was so refreshing, so comforting, so incredibly settling. He is home to me. He understands everything about me and Ohio. I hope everyone gets out of Ohio, but really i know they will all die there. I miss everyone but i know exactly to expect. I fear one day I'll get back, and Mom will be completely gray and dad will have a walker, and I'm living it up on the ocean. It's their fault though. They need to get out and see the world.
This has been the best fourth of july ever. I love the fourth.
Mel is really messed up. No one will talk about it, but everyone sees it. I feel really bad for him, but he is in control of his life. I have no say in the matter anymore. I just hope one day he finds true happiness and not all this superficial shit.
i'm starting to get better. STronger. the woman i always wanted to be, the woman i know i am, the woman the world needs.
THANKS GUYS! LOVE YOU TOO!
John and i talked for hours last nite. it was so refreshing, so comforting, so incredibly settling. He is home to me. He understands everything about me and Ohio. I hope everyone gets out of Ohio, but really i know they will all die there. I miss everyone but i know exactly to expect. I fear one day I'll get back, and Mom will be completely gray and dad will have a walker, and I'm living it up on the ocean. It's their fault though. They need to get out and see the world.
This has been the best fourth of july ever. I love the fourth.
Mel is really messed up. No one will talk about it, but everyone sees it. I feel really bad for him, but he is in control of his life. I have no say in the matter anymore. I just hope one day he finds true happiness and not all this superficial shit.
i'm starting to get better. STronger. the woman i always wanted to be, the woman i know i am, the woman the world needs.