I have been wrapping gifts 4 my family all nite

[stephanierena]

I have been over at my mom and dad's house about all nite wrapping gifts that they bought 4 other people in the family and my bro's gf cayci. Cayci is cool and I hope that one day her and bubby deside to get married and have a family togather! They would have a beautiful baby cause they are both very beautiful people, the saying about ugly babys is NOT TRUE cause i've never seen a Ugley baby b4. My momma and dadda went shopping and they got a cute lil' fiber optic tree and I helped them get it ready 4 christmas!!! Its lil' but its so pretty, I think that the lil' trees are so much prettier than the bigger one's. Cayci and I are now talking about her and bubby getting married one day and she is so xcited about it cause when they get married its gonna be a big wedding. That is what I wanted but I didnt get it, cause we didnt have the money and nobody wanted us to get married so young.But we have been togather 5yrs now going on 6 (jan 21, 2006) and we have seperated like 5 times in that lenght of time. Everybody says that is no good but I dont listen to them I am hard headed. He spends time with his friends when i wanna do stuff he gets all mad and jelicous and tell's me no and if I do it he says go ahead and cheat on me I will get me another one!
In away I think that he desirves better than ME, cause I am so fat and Ugly... He like's all the pretty and skinny girl's! Mayeb that is what he needs to go get 4 himself so that he will be happy, he has told me that he would rather be with a skinny girl but all he can get is us big girl's. All that he has dated in the past are bigger girl's like me (i guess thats all he can get is the ugly ass girl's like me)lol. But I am gonan go to bed b4 I fall asleep with the internet running! Bye and Good Nite to all of you... Love ya, Stephanie Rena