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Things are getting better, I can feel it. The last couple of days were not good. Eating was at a minimal. I found myself thinking about what I'm gonna do after college, if audio is the right thing, if my friends are gonna be way more successful than me. Will I even graduate? Kids? Career? Am I gonna be a bum forever? A homeless bag lady?
I'm going through my "quarter life crisis", this thing that happens in your early-mid twenties where freaking out over how your life is going to end up dominates every waking moment. So much so in fact, that this precious time while you're vibrant is sometimes lost to all those other symptoms.
Saw Tristan downtown today, too, which certainly didn't help. I certainly don't want back with him, but being dumped without an apparent reason definitely bothered me. I'd really like to avoid doing whatever it was that I did again.
I got a coffee today, did a dive, found some lady mags. I'm sure I'll be around later to post some rambles about misogyny and oppression lol.
I'm going through my "quarter life crisis", this thing that happens in your early-mid twenties where freaking out over how your life is going to end up dominates every waking moment. So much so in fact, that this precious time while you're vibrant is sometimes lost to all those other symptoms.
Saw Tristan downtown today, too, which certainly didn't help. I certainly don't want back with him, but being dumped without an apparent reason definitely bothered me. I'd really like to avoid doing whatever it was that I did again.
I got a coffee today, did a dive, found some lady mags. I'm sure I'll be around later to post some rambles about misogyny and oppression lol.