its times like these that I'm glad you can't read my mind
Friday I went to the football game.
It was sort of fun. I saw alot of people.
Definitely said good bye to John.
I don't think it hit me until Saturday when i read his away message that I realized..wow..he really is gone. School is going to be different this year. John was a big part of my life last year. He's like a big brother to me and always making me laugh and smile. He's one of my best guy friends. I will miss him so much. I miss you already John. ='( Im so proud of you.See you in March.
After the game Me, Rachel, and Renee went to Joe's house. Had alot of good laughs. Ran over a curb.We felt like being a little scandalous so we did some things =X haha.
Rachel spent the night. Apparently I talk in my sleep..haha.
Saturday Me and Rachel got ready and drove around. I am definitely getting that straightener for 40 bucks. Yep. Andrew her and I went to see White Chicks. Probably the funniest movie I have seen in years.
Today..Ran some more errands. Called Danny. I want to hang out with him again..I heart Danny. He was surprised and happy to hear from me :-D Brandon called..yay. So Ive just been here, working on some things..homework and stuff. Waiting until 6 so I can go pick up Oleg :) .
I don't know what I want anymore. I really don't . I need to get things together. Everytime I think I have everything figured out..I really don't. I hate feeling like this. Never stable. Its lame.
I'm really annoyed right now. More like irritated. Maybe both. I wish people would just speak up and say something instead of hinting around. Just say it. Its not that hard.
I think I should start driving to school.
The end.
O.s. I miss john.