What's the point?
You fight, you make up, you fight, you make up, you fight again...you make up again. But somewhere along the way, when you make up, you stop making up all the way. There's still some stuff from the last fight hanging around and that makes the next fight happen sooner. What's the point?
So if you can't tell, Ry and I have been fighting...I don't know. I just hate this. How many times has it happened? We kept fighting and fighting, then we'd break up, realize we couldn't live without each other, get back together, and everything would start again. I wish I could keep things the way they are at the beginning every time.
I don't even know what this is all about. I'm just, I dunno, like frustrated with him. It's like he expects me to always be home, always have my phone on, drop everything to come visit him all the time because HE'S skating and HE has work to do. What the heck. I have work to do too. Yeah, DSC gives me time off whenever but it's not like they pay me for time off. If I ever want to move out and get my own place I have to have money. And all of this just when I was planning to...never mind.
And he says I do the exact same thing to him when I told him all of this last night...WHATEVER. I don't expect him to be around whenever I call, I'm not afraid of leaving voicemails and going a WHOLE DAY OH NO without talking to him. I never ask him to come visit me, except for Thanksgiving, I did ask him to come, but he could have said that it wasn't possible and I would have been like okay cool, I know you have to skate.
UGH. BOYS.
Sorry for getting so ranty I am just SO SO SO frustrated, i dunno.
I'm having an Audrey Hepburn moviefest at my house tonight. If you are in Detroit and you have boobs (manboobs don't count), come on over. If you're busy don't worry, I'll prolly just be bawling over Breakfast at Tiff's.
Forever,
*Steph*
So if you can't tell, Ry and I have been fighting...I don't know. I just hate this. How many times has it happened? We kept fighting and fighting, then we'd break up, realize we couldn't live without each other, get back together, and everything would start again. I wish I could keep things the way they are at the beginning every time.
I don't even know what this is all about. I'm just, I dunno, like frustrated with him. It's like he expects me to always be home, always have my phone on, drop everything to come visit him all the time because HE'S skating and HE has work to do. What the heck. I have work to do too. Yeah, DSC gives me time off whenever but it's not like they pay me for time off. If I ever want to move out and get my own place I have to have money. And all of this just when I was planning to...never mind.
And he says I do the exact same thing to him when I told him all of this last night...WHATEVER. I don't expect him to be around whenever I call, I'm not afraid of leaving voicemails and going a WHOLE DAY OH NO without talking to him. I never ask him to come visit me, except for Thanksgiving, I did ask him to come, but he could have said that it wasn't possible and I would have been like okay cool, I know you have to skate.
UGH. BOYS.
Sorry for getting so ranty I am just SO SO SO frustrated, i dunno.
I'm having an Audrey Hepburn moviefest at my house tonight. If you are in Detroit and you have boobs (manboobs don't count), come on over. If you're busy don't worry, I'll prolly just be bawling over Breakfast at Tiff's.
Forever,
*Steph*