Can't Sleep
I'm having mad trouble with lj tonight, is it just me? it keeps telling me it can't connect to marivn, what the heck??? Who's marvin and why does he have anything to do with me commenting to my friends journals???
Anyway. I can't sleep.
Today, A made me come in and work with him and Marcy on the slow section in their program. I was SO self-conscious telling him my ideas because Zuzanna was in the rink working with someone else and I was basically like changing some of her stuff, so that was weird, but then later she came up to me and asked if I'd like her to show me some things about choreographing for people, so I guess...I dunno. I guess I might do this. We'll see if she ever calls me or anything. And there's these dorky flyers with pictures of me everywhere at DSC!!! Like really...every bulletin board, even the ones that are behind a locked glass case so I have my suspicions, not everyone has keys to things like that, just people who have or used to have a lotta clout here...coughLIZcough.
A's party for the superskaters was tonight. I had a good time, how bout the rest of you? I just came home actually...maybe that's why i can't sleep! I didn't drink much at all, just one right when i got there, but A was totally trashed and he kept insisting that i couldn't drive home and that i should stay there, so i stayed until he fell asleep. I dunno, I think something's wrong, he's been acting WEIRD. Maybe he doesn't like skating with horseface Marcy.
Ooops did I just say that.
I still can't sleep, but I'm gonna go. Mandy just woke up and started complaining about how she has school tomorrow and my light is keeping her up. Whatever. I'm 19, sometimes I think it's time I got my own room at the very least, if not my own place. But now isn't the time.
Now's the time to stare at the ceiling, though.
I just miss him.
I think that's all.
Forever,
*Steph*
Anyway. I can't sleep.
Today, A made me come in and work with him and Marcy on the slow section in their program. I was SO self-conscious telling him my ideas because Zuzanna was in the rink working with someone else and I was basically like changing some of her stuff, so that was weird, but then later she came up to me and asked if I'd like her to show me some things about choreographing for people, so I guess...I dunno. I guess I might do this. We'll see if she ever calls me or anything. And there's these dorky flyers with pictures of me everywhere at DSC!!! Like really...every bulletin board, even the ones that are behind a locked glass case so I have my suspicions, not everyone has keys to things like that, just people who have or used to have a lotta clout here...coughLIZcough.
A's party for the superskaters was tonight. I had a good time, how bout the rest of you? I just came home actually...maybe that's why i can't sleep! I didn't drink much at all, just one right when i got there, but A was totally trashed and he kept insisting that i couldn't drive home and that i should stay there, so i stayed until he fell asleep. I dunno, I think something's wrong, he's been acting WEIRD. Maybe he doesn't like skating with horseface Marcy.
Ooops did I just say that.
I still can't sleep, but I'm gonna go. Mandy just woke up and started complaining about how she has school tomorrow and my light is keeping her up. Whatever. I'm 19, sometimes I think it's time I got my own room at the very least, if not my own place. But now isn't the time.
Now's the time to stare at the ceiling, though.
I just miss him.
I think that's all.
Forever,
*Steph*