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Well, I talked to my parents tonight and if I am responsible and good around the house for the next week I can have my car back when my dad gets back from his next trip. I don't really understand how long I'm grounded for. My dad thinks the best punishment for me will be having to ride the bus for another week, but I am going to have to ride it home and I haven't done that since like the first week of school and I don't remember how. I really don't. You have to like get on one bus and then switch at Scranton. He's right though I really hate riding the bus, I feel like I am wasting my life away. I takes way to long. The grounding really doesn't bother me much though, I really don't feel like doing anything anyway. I am getting so sick of everyone making fun of me though. Someone always has to bring up how stupid I am. I made one mistake and now I am an idiot. I just want to forget it. It's all I've thought about for the last 5 days, and people just have to bring it up more. I was in a horrible mood today. I hate being in a bad mood, it makes me feel like a downer. After School I went to weights. Exercising always makes me feel better. Endorphins are way better than any drug any day. I think I'm going to go to practice tomorrow, it will be the first time ever for me going to practice on a Friday night. I think I'm going to go be responsible now.
-Stephanie
-Stephanie