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stephanie_grace

well...

Dec 24, 2006 19:17

have you ever sat around and realized exactly how pathetic you are? well thats what i'm doing now. fuck christmas. fuck people. fuck life. fuck kalamazoo. fuck this whole damn world. fuck the six page letter i just wrote. fuck all the money i spent today to buy presents for a boyfriend that won't even do what he says he. fuck me for being stupid ( Read more... )

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stephanie_grace December 27 2006, 20:36:43 UTC

thanks so much! i know jon cares about me, but he is just driving me crazy lately. a lot of stupid fucked up stuff has happened. i'm not sure if you think it'd be weird for me to talk to you about stuff like that or not, but if it's not weird, we so need to get together for a drink sometime soon and chat. i do love all my friends, you guys are all so great, and i'm so thankful for everyone that is here for me, i was just really stressed out when i wrote this, you know how it goes when you get all mad and have a few drinks and end up on livejournal. i'm just upset with my family being gone and my lack of money and me and jon are on a break now, and i'm not even sure if things can be fixed after what he did a few weeks ago, especially on top of all the things we've done to eachother... blah, i'm off to cook dinner...

i work thurs, fri, sat, and sun night this week from 9pm - 2am... so if you wanna get together anytime before work or something, i'm down, or you could always just come down to my work and have a few beers if you wanted... i don't know... i'm rambling... i'll see you soon doll

it's cool jadedlefey December 28 2006, 03:28:40 UTC

Yeah, I know how it goes, it's good to have a rant from time to time. Sorry things are stressful for 'ya right now, and you can for sure talk to me about all of that stuff. Jon and I were over a long time ago, and we've always been pretty okay friends through the years. He likes you, he talked about you a lot so it seems like it at least means something. Let's get a drink or something friday or saturday. It'd have to be before 5 'cause I work 5-close at pasta. thursday I work 11:30am - 10:30pm friday 5-close saturday 5-close and sunday 9-9.
let's work something out around all that. god, work takes over, doesn't it?

Re: it's cool stephanie_grace December 28 2006, 04:56:42 UTC

what if we meet for lunch/a few drinks saturday afternoon before you have work?

Re: it's cool jadedlefey December 29 2006, 01:11:52 UTC

sounds good. :) you wanna just meet at up and under since it's close and I can just walk across the street to work?

Re: it's cool stephanie_grace December 29 2006, 18:16:21 UTC

i'm not allowed in up and under :(

Re: it's cool stephanie_grace December 30 2006, 16:36:45 UTC

is there anywhere else you would want to meet at today?

Re: it's cool jadedlefey December 30 2006, 17:26:18 UTC

aw, I forgot about that, let's see...

wanna go to martini's? I've never been there but I hear it's good? maybe around 3-ish?

Re: it's cool stephanie_grace December 30 2006, 17:33:58 UTC

i went there before, it was pretty good. i'm down to go. i'll be there around 3-ish. i might be a few minutes late/early since i'm walking and have no idea how long it will take me to get there, but i'll leave my place around 2:30ish. so yeah, see you there!

Re: it's cool jadedlefey December 30 2006, 18:04:40 UTC

fuck.

okay, don't hate me but I forgot I was sposed to go over to my mom's today and she's gonna be SO pissed if I blow her off again, is there anyway we can do it same time, same place tomorrow? I PROMISE I can then, and I won't have to rush off to work after so we can hang out for a bit longer. what'd 'ya say?

Re: it's cool stephanie_grace December 30 2006, 18:17:49 UTC

thats cool. i'm so hungover today that food didn't sound like the best of plans anyways... tomorrow would be perfect! have fun at your moms. i'll see you at martinis tomorrow at three!

Re: it's cool jadedlefey December 30 2006, 18:27:35 UTC

sweet, see you then :)

Re: it's cool stephanie_grace December 31 2006, 14:45:05 UTC

okay... now i'm so going to be an asshole and have to cancel today! i'm sorry. i'm exhausted. i only slept like four hours last night and i have to work from 8pm till 5am, so i really need to try to sleep, and i'm feeling sick so rest is all i'll be doing today. i'm sorry! super sorry! i have mon, tues, and weds off - so any time on those days would be perfect. just let me know what would work best for you!

(we're really bad at this!)

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