Uh... huh...

Jan 30, 2006 02:38

I am so insanely jealous. My boys (my boys MY BOYS) had a guys night out and I wasn't there!!! (I know a few of you are raising your eyebrows in a "if its a 'guys night out' why would you want to be there, or consider yourself invited to be there???) Cause I was always there before, but now the world has changed and things suck, and I don't get to go to guys nights out anymore, since I've been KICKED OUT of my boys group. ARGH!! RARGH!!! RAAAWR!!! ARRRR!!! Been banned by the sucky people.
They played games, drank, talked, walked, and smoked cigars. *INSANELY JEALOUS!!!!* I WISH I HAD BEEN THERE!!! *pout* I miss them getting drunk and then actually TALKING for real, like normal people do. Not in a machismo 'my weenie's bigger than yours' kind of way (not that they talk that way. well maybe chris.) but like actually about their lives and what bugging them and the things they desire. I miss that. I mean I wasn't ever really IN any of the conversations or whatnot, but I was there, and I followed quietly behind admiring the work of marvelous wonder that happens to be my males. So, ARGH. I totally missed this and dang it I wish I had been there so badly. *sigh*
I miss old times. A lot. And poo that its never going to be that way again.
On the plus side I finally went to our new college group. It's tiny, but wonderful and I really enjoyed it. Though I was by myself and everyone there already knew each other so I felt like a total wallflower. Well I WAS a total wallflower, but I really did enjoy it, and we'll be going over Acts. I'm very excited about this group. ... I haven't had anything to plug in to since... Well, I never really went to the youth group at my church, because I felt like such and outcast, and man can kids be vicious. Even church kids. But now I have this and I'm so super excited about going in... two weeks.
That and I'm going to Acquire The Fire, and I'm dragging Josh along. Oh. Please pray for us still!!! Josh is having trouble getting a hold of the shipyard to try to apply for the apprenticeship program. And as soon as he gets in, we're annoucning!!! Well, we're praying a whole lot more before then, but still, that is the plan.
I have such bad grammar... And typing skills.
Zwan, I have no comment (I'm sure you noticed since I haven't said anything.) I'm a bit ashamed of myself, and I have no idea why you (more specifically your comments) are what I'm obsessing over. Can I blame hormones for this one? Unfortunately I think not. Basically I'm a screwy individual, and crave attention, and my leeching activities fell on you since you were(are) one of the only people who comment on my rants and raves. Sorry Zwan, and... Yeah... I understand the disappearing, and I probably wouldn't pop out of the woodwork unless I was suicidal again either if I was you. So, um... In a roundabout way, all cool, sorry I'm a psycho. I'll try not to be so bad.
Night all!!! I have to work super early today. Yuck.
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