Sure thing boss!
I was so pissed off yesterday becuase I wanted to post on Live Journal and couldn't, and now I can't remember what was so danged important that I got myself in such a snit over.
*laughs at self*
I'm tempted to get a MySpace spot, but I don't know if you have to pay for it or if I really would ever use it at all. *shrugs*
Josh and I are talking really seriously about getting married. I freaked out the first time he mentioned it, like ballistic missle code red emergency hissy fit freak out. (Which was so absurdly hypocritical cause I keep talking all this about "When we're married" and crap like that. I hate myself sometimes.) But I sat and prayed (more) about it, and I really think I have an answer. My only worry is its just the answer I want to hear, so that I'm either 1:Not hearing the whole condition of "yes" or 2:Only hearing it and pretending its God cause I want so badly for God to say its ok.
*stuffs a Kleenex up my nose*
I am soooo sick. Bleack.
Ah yes. My wonderfully distracted brain. You saw it in motion folks. Back to the original point...
So I think God has ok-ed it. Not that He hadn't oked the relationship in the first place, but that it wasn't supposed to be some short term thing that we should've broken up a year and a half ago. I don't know!!! I'm not going to explain myself for wanting God's very specific approval of this! It should be obvious I am trying not to make any huge mistakes!!!
All that to say I think Josh and I are very very close to being engaged for real, and please please pray cause I want to be as sure as I can about God approving of it.
Anyways. The MySpace thing. I'm thinking of it to use to keep tabs on Jasmine, just because her parents whom I do love, but frustrate me because they do no PARENTING of any kind don't watch her or discipline any of their children at all. That and I'm thinking of just keeping it as a "relationship journal" kind of thing. A online engagement/wedding album.
The only thing is that... Jasmine is growing up. This is like the fifth online relationship she's had, and all teens WILL make their own mistakes and stupid choices, and she's only a little ways done with the stupid decision making. I know. I made plenty myself. I figure it's all ok, unless they really do meet and then I'll freak out. And no I can't involve their parents because they wouldn't do anything anyways. *sigh* I'm thinking of just doing it for myself. I hear you can place pictures for free. I think... I still really have to check it out.
Anyways. No quizzes this time. I did enough last time till to last me the end of the year.
So call me if you want. Visit me at work. All that jazz. Email me if nothing. I love you all. NIGHTY NIGHT!!!!
*laughs at self*
I'm tempted to get a MySpace spot, but I don't know if you have to pay for it or if I really would ever use it at all. *shrugs*
Josh and I are talking really seriously about getting married. I freaked out the first time he mentioned it, like ballistic missle code red emergency hissy fit freak out. (Which was so absurdly hypocritical cause I keep talking all this about "When we're married" and crap like that. I hate myself sometimes.) But I sat and prayed (more) about it, and I really think I have an answer. My only worry is its just the answer I want to hear, so that I'm either 1:Not hearing the whole condition of "yes" or 2:Only hearing it and pretending its God cause I want so badly for God to say its ok.
*stuffs a Kleenex up my nose*
I am soooo sick. Bleack.
Ah yes. My wonderfully distracted brain. You saw it in motion folks. Back to the original point...
So I think God has ok-ed it. Not that He hadn't oked the relationship in the first place, but that it wasn't supposed to be some short term thing that we should've broken up a year and a half ago. I don't know!!! I'm not going to explain myself for wanting God's very specific approval of this! It should be obvious I am trying not to make any huge mistakes!!!
All that to say I think Josh and I are very very close to being engaged for real, and please please pray cause I want to be as sure as I can about God approving of it.
Anyways. The MySpace thing. I'm thinking of it to use to keep tabs on Jasmine, just because her parents whom I do love, but frustrate me because they do no PARENTING of any kind don't watch her or discipline any of their children at all. That and I'm thinking of just keeping it as a "relationship journal" kind of thing. A online engagement/wedding album.
The only thing is that... Jasmine is growing up. This is like the fifth online relationship she's had, and all teens WILL make their own mistakes and stupid choices, and she's only a little ways done with the stupid decision making. I know. I made plenty myself. I figure it's all ok, unless they really do meet and then I'll freak out. And no I can't involve their parents because they wouldn't do anything anyways. *sigh* I'm thinking of just doing it for myself. I hear you can place pictures for free. I think... I still really have to check it out.
Anyways. No quizzes this time. I did enough last time till to last me the end of the year.
So call me if you want. Visit me at work. All that jazz. Email me if nothing. I love you all. NIGHTY NIGHT!!!!