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I'm going to have to call out of my outpatient tonight. I went last night and I didn't particularily like it. It was very unstructured and this manic woman dominated the entire session. I was frustrated with her and her inability to not focus on herself and interrupt. I'm not sure if this'll be for me if she's going to be there, sadly. It just aggravates my already bad temper and I'm trying not to have that triggered. I was so tense by the end of the session I could have just burst into tears. But, I'm way exhausted today and I don't think I can withstand another two hours of being somewhere else when I feel like I could just collapse! My sleep was terrible last night and my cat wakes me up earlier and earlier every day. I gotta find a way to keep him out of my room without him tearing up the carpet under the door to try and get in.