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This entry is going to be about skating. And that's it. Because I don't even want to deal with everything else. I don't want to think about a friend telling me something I don't think I wanted to hear, but now that I've heard it maybe I like it, and that changes everything, which terrifies me. I don't want to deal with me now suddenly thinking maybe my feelings have changed for someone, which is even more terrifying. And I don't know what to do. And the countdown is about to hit zero now as we're all here in the same place and I'm running out of time. And I'm sorry I'm being vague but I'm trying not to hurt anyone. That's all I'm trying to do, okay?!
And that was totally me thinking about it. And I'm trying not to dwell on it. Because on top of all that sh** it's goddamn WORLDS. And I have to frickin' CONCENTRATE. On SKATING. Which as you can tell from this entry I'm clearly not doing a very good job of.
So okay. So I'm in Dortmund. So I've been going to practices. Which actually have been going quite well. I have new skates. Which will next season have black blades. How cool will that be?! My old ones were just completely falling apart. And these new ones feel good. And the quad toe is basically back. Which is always a good thing.
And that's about all I've got to say. Well actually I'm sure if I let myself go I'd have a whole lot more to say but I'm trying not to do that.
And that was totally me thinking about it. And I'm trying not to dwell on it. Because on top of all that sh** it's goddamn WORLDS. And I have to frickin' CONCENTRATE. On SKATING. Which as you can tell from this entry I'm clearly not doing a very good job of.
So okay. So I'm in Dortmund. So I've been going to practices. Which actually have been going quite well. I have new skates. Which will next season have black blades. How cool will that be?! My old ones were just completely falling apart. And these new ones feel good. And the quad toe is basically back. Which is always a good thing.
And that's about all I've got to say. Well actually I'm sure if I let myself go I'd have a whole lot more to say but I'm trying not to do that.