mrahhhhfuck
blahblahblahhhhh people bore me but I deal with it. Today was a pretty good day though. Julz and I played some music at this kinda lame block party, but it was nice to be able to get up and perform and not really worry about how I did or care about what anyone thought, I just had fun. I'm unbelievably sick of being semi grounded, I can go out but I have to be home soooo early, I'd just rather not bother. I didn't do that much anyways, just sat at bttg for a couple of hours. Everything would be just dandy if I could fucking drive, oh the curse of the lazy and unmotivated. I have a deep and burning craving for a cigarette right now. I can't be around them, they're too yummy and I've been trying not to smoke since school started. oh mannnn I can't believe I'm already back at school. Where did the summer go? Actually schools not that bad, it feels so empty with out the seniors, and lunch is kinda sucking, I figure everything will work itself out by the end of the semester though. I'm pretty surprised that my classes are somewhat interesting, I actually look forward to going to some of my classes instead of just skipping, I neeed to raise my GPA though, so I have to get all A's. I fucked up too much sophomore year but I suppose my GPA is still pretty stable, ahhh I just want to get into a good college so I can get out of here. sdjghjksg whatever my life has to end up somewhere so I'm just not going to worry about it right now.