late night bullshit

[stephalou]

I had a good day today, I didn't go out or meet up with my friends or do any of that nonsense and I enjoyed myself.  I'm starting to think I'm happier with less people in my life.  I haven't gotten attached to anyone for so long, no boys, no new friends, no one, and this is the way I prefer my life, empty but complete I guess?  I don't know.  I haven't had a real relationship in, um ever?  Boys disappoint and bore me and I hardly ever seem to fall for anyone.  Friends always seem to come and go and I find myself not caring, maybe I'm not human cause none of it bothers me, oh well.  I bought a new sweater today.  A big, baggy, warm, comforting, new home of a sweater and all I want to do is sleep and wake in it.  I think I get more attached to random items of clothing than I do to people, but there's something about a new sweater that brings about a solitary comfort.  How ridiculous.

p.s. Everyone is sick right now, I think I might have bronchitis so I'm going to the doctor tomorrow.I feel like shit.