I dont remeber all of the things ive done this week. But for me thats nothing unusual.
Ysterday I hung out with Jaime and we went to the mall about 100 times. And we went to the pet store. I want a goldendoodle. And I drove her without killing her. Yay! :)
For dinner my family and I went to chammps for my aunts b-day and then i went to her house and babysat my cousins.
Today Is my brothers b-day. He's 18. Scary. And we are going out for a big dinner with lots of people.
And family from chicago are coming in and staying at our house this weekend.
I serously just want to get a lot of things out of my mind, and i dont care and dont really expect anyone to read this whole thing.
-I hate it when people don’t do what they tell me they will do.
-I hate it when people blame me for things I couldn’t control.
-I hate it when people expect me to do everything.
-I hate it when people complain about stupid things.
-I hate it when I complain about stupid things.
-I hate it when people treat me as if I were invisible.
-I hate it when people treat me as if I were crap.
-I hate it when I’m shy.
-I hate it when people are rude.
-I hate it when people or negative.
-I hate it when people misunderstand me.
-I hate it when people make fun of disabled people.
-I hate it when people make fun of special needs people.
-I hate the fact that school is all about grades and not learning.
-I don’t understand why people think I’m brave.
-I don’t understand anything I need to do to get to a college I want.
-I’m scared that my brother is going to college.
-I’m scared that the surgery I had did nothing.
-I’m scared of what will happen to me after high school.
-I’m scared of anything happening to my family.
-I’m scared for when the time comes that my mom has to have her hips replaced. Again.
-I miss my family.
-I miss my friends.
-I miss not having to worry.