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Apr 01, 2005 08:40

Hey everyone! Whoa! I haven't been able to write in this in forever so I'm taking this chance right now. Yesterday was interesting, all of us went to the fair with the exception of Elizabeth, Lizbett, Anthony, Albert, Jorge, Sergio and Shaun... =( Ugh! The worst part was that after Melissa and Lia left us to go inside early, Jackie and I were stuck with all the boys! Talk about someone shoot us! We couldn't walk 2 steps without them staring and trying to talk to girls! Totally not what Jackie and I wanted. Especially me =( I invited Gaby (the love of my life).

The story behind him and I is so complicating, last year we were super close. The guy would visit me at work all the time, mostly when I was on break or going home and talk to me about anything and everything and you know how high school people talk shit when a guy and girl hang out all the time, well yeah, everyone started asking me what was going on and if I liked him and that we were always together and this guy is beautiful! Blowout style hair always with gel, small sized pluggs, tongue ring, MUSCLES and his little rocker/surfer style... Point is, I didn't believe that he liked me (if he even did) and I was stupid and let it get to my head, so I started not picking up or returning his calls, worst mistake ever, he showed up at my work one day and was like can we talk, so we sat in his car and talked about why I hadn't called him or picked up his calls and how he's tired of getting hurt and choosing the wrong girls and how he wants to settle down and he really did open my eyes, except he gave me a taste of my own medicine, I didn't talk to him for like a month after... I would see him in school and he'd just walk by and I was like grrrr!, then everyone started asking me what happened and I told my friends that I stopped taking his calls and they thought I was crazy and to make matters worse, my friend Jon came up to me and was like "That was fucked up what you did to Gaby." Everyone was like making it worse and I know I shouldn't have stopped talking to him but it's not like he ever told me his feelings were toward me or anything! How was I supposed to know? Anywho, he was the guy doing the most girl scouting and I thought I was going to die. Jackie would be like, are you ok with that? Does it bother you? DUH! But who am I to tell him he can't flirt? But, when we were leaving, I gave him a kiss on the cheek and he gave me a hugg and I told him I missed him, and he said he missed me too and that i should "holla" LMAO at him and I was like, you can "holla" at me too and he's like yeah, it's just I've been working a lot and haven't had time to do much. Ugh! BOYS! I invite the kid to hang out with me and he hangs out with all the boys and ate like half of the fair and went around chasing girls. Not my best night. And Jackie wanted to leave the boys! As if I was going to leave and not try and monitor what Gaby was doing? Pssshhh! Anyways, I'm so proud that I didn't cry even Jackie was like OMG I would so be crying right now, I guess I've cried way too much over boys that I just didn't have to.

And the boys were so mean! None of them would win me the BIG Nemo stuffed animal! The only one who won was Robert and he got himself a Spider-Man! Ugh! Well, Mike just called me and we're going to IHOP to eat breakfast sooo I guess that's all for for now. If anything new happens I'll be sure to post it.

HuGgS -n- KiSsEs
sTePhY

Before I leave, I have a question, Jackie and Mike were telling me to talk to Gaby and tell him how I feel, but I don't know if I should... what do you think?
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