Oct 05, 2004 22:28
She goes through the days, wondering why, she gives so much and gets nothing in return.
She just ends up hurt by everyone she lets in, everyone she gives herself away to.
Love, is it real? She finds herself asking, or is it just not meant for me?
Broken, hurt, pain, are the only words that she knows really exist.
Too young she is to think and feel the way she does.
Everything seems black to her, yet she can’t figure out why.
Only one person can bring her light, give her hope, and keep safe her heart.
Only one person can hold the key to her happiness she has locked away.
Someone loves her more than life itself, she just doesn’t know it yet.
Someone who’s willing to die for her, who’d never hurt her.
She needs to know she’s not alone and all she needs to do is...
Open her eyes, smile and learn to love her life and herself
Before she can let anyone else love her.
~ Shanny wrote that...man that makes me cry ~
**There will be bad days, thats for sure
Of course there'll be good days and many more...
There will be moments when all you do is cry
And those sweet times when your heart's in the sky...
No matter what happens, or how hard life seems
Make room in your heart to believe in dreams...**
~ Shanny wrote that on my bday card i dont think she wrote it thou ~
Love: Its not always what its made out to be......people love others in their own way n it mite not b the "ideal" way to love someone....but they will b so hurt when u let them go cause they didnt love u the way u wanted them 2 but inside they loved u more than u can imagine.....and ud never hav known.....cause u were blinded to see the things they did, while u were waiting to hear the overrated words..."i love you" they never whispered in ur ear. Dont let sum1 special go, just cause they dont whisper in ur ear.....
Follow ur heart always, it knows if its rite or wrong.
~ I wrote that after i got one of those "What boyfriends should do" forwards ~
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This convo is btwn shannon n me n basically shes telling me i shudnt b with dyl :(
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ITS HAPPENING AGAIN!!! i miss my friends....says:
he dont deserve u, u know
ITS HAPPENING AGAIN!!! i miss my friends....says:
ull find some1 who would die 4 u
{St3ph-Jø} says:
lol...i wish
ITS HAPPENING AGAIN!!! i miss my friends....says:
trust me! u get wot u deserve, and u deserve everything u dream of coz u r such a beautiful person inside and out
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Ah....confused rite now :S
Went to work but i wasnt working had 2 b ther for traineeship....and i waited for dylan from 5.30 till 7.15 and when he got ther all he did was say hi n walk inside :( i didnt think it was a big deal till kt started pointing out how bad it was and it made me cry n she went n told him hes 'slack' and that i was 'very upset' :S n so he came n asked me y i waited 4 him n crap, she full made him feel like shit so that was bad....but i guess she was rite i dunno....i miss him so fuking much.
Dammit.