Feb 03, 2005 12:08
Last friday i went to the movies with ryan, we saw Alexander, it was pretty crappy, i didnt like it, nearly fell asleep...ahh then we walked around n mum came to pick me up n just as she did, ursula rang me n said she was gonna b ther n gonna hav dinner wit her mates so, i rang mum back so dat she didnt pick me up but shed already left so i went back home at about 7 on a friday night...then sarahs like, im gonna go meet ursula u wanna come, hah so she picked me up n we went there, ryan went back to his friends house n they were going to this party afterwards n hed begged me to come wit him but i said mayb not, but now i cud go cause i was wit sarah n she cud drive me, so i called him n said, well do u still want us to come? n hes like...um i dont think theres much point in that, im just gonna hang out wit my friends....n im like....fineee...n so we drove to my work n bummed then came to my house n watched sharktale, lol love that movie. Urs went to some carnival near the airport n we didnt go cause 2 far...so yehh...then saturday dad said hed take me to get my new fone (its a new samsung p510 u press a button n it flips open by itself! :D yea im lazy) n so i n then we went to get it on monday but they didnt have any on stock! i was soo annoyed, when i finally convince the parents they dont hav them i was so shitty! neway they shud hav some soon :)
Ahh then i went grocery shopping with mum n then came home, n they went out and ursula was at her bfs house n she came pick me up n we went back there n jus hung out n played uno...that was about it, then came home went to bed, n woke up at bout 10 on sunday to go to work, i started at 12.30 n ryan was there, i was sorta shitty at him but when i saw him i didnt even remember so hah...n yeahhh...sunday was really weird ryan went on a break b4 me, we both had 1 hr break cause we both had 10 hr shift, n so i went outside n i saw he was msging this guy he buys weed from, n im like, i thought u got some 2 weeks ago! n hes like...meh i dont care anymore, n im like!! so then i didnt say it but i was soo annoyed, then i went on my break n we walked to the petrol station n he got money out to pay the dude, then we went back 2 work n he started without telling me :( so i just lay in one of the booths cause it was really empty...n no customers....so yea n i had pms so i had the weirdest mood swings n i started crying like crazy n no1 saw me, but i neva realized my mascara ran...so when i walkd into kitchen ryan saw me n hes like WATS WRONG...n im like....huh? nuthin...cause threre really was nothign wrong i was jus being a bitch and also the weed thing pisst me off....ahhh then we didnt talk cause it got soo busy at night....n he was sorta hung over from sat nite n so he finished earlier than me at about 9 n i finished at 9.30....n so he jus left we didnt talk much...ahh then on monday i msgd him saying happy 3 month, n he replied n said call me b4 u start, n i was like...im not working...but then i got called in n so i went to work n i thought he was working but he wasnt...so i was like..huh, great, then i went to work on tuesday as well n he wasnt working either!! ahhh
Yesterday i was a bit upset cause we hadnt spoken since sunday n id tried calling him on monday but he didnt answer n i msgd him saying i had the car n i drove 2 work n that i thought he was working, n he didnt reply so i was like the hell...n yeah yesterday he msgd me asking me if i was working n i was like im not working, then i called up my friend n swapped shifts with sunday so that i would work yesterday to see ryan, and so i did, n then i msgd him, im working now, i swapped shifts, n hes like...oh im not working nemore dylan took my shift....n im like OMG n so i called him n hes like, yeah dylan askd me if i wanted him to work for me n i had hw to do so hes working instead of me, n im like....omgggg i jus felt like crying, i swapped n everything just to see him n he wasnt even gonna b there!! arhh....n it was storming so badly, n it got really busy cause power was out but not ours, and so everyone decided theyd go out 4 dinner n so it got so busy, n yeahh...it was alrite night thou, was working wit manda, tara, alycia, jamie lee, mitchell, jovan, etc :D so it wasnt that bad but i still miss ryannnnn :'( hes working tonite and im not! but we mite go out 2mro nite ice skating i think :)
But yeah, im back at school now im in my free period atm, its really boring, i cant concentrate i just want to get this and over with, its so annoying...i hate school, sooo many things to do!..ahhh we got a new english teacher hes alrite, n i got my geo assignment back i got 80% so im alrite, yey...i still do biology, soo boring but easy...nehow...yes im bored n im outies...
Luv Alwayz...Steph*