hmm...

[steph_honey]

ok. sometimes i wonder if i am scared of commitment, because i mean i have alot of guy friends, and i know if i go and date someone it would push them all away. i dont want to lose my friends. and i dont want to date right now. maybe sometime in the future, but im enjoying having friends and not havnng to worry about losing them over a bf. especially the ones i work with. they're the best guy friends a girl could ask for. and then theres the ones outside of work. aj, aprim, ryan, kevin, john, and many more. im just scared that when i am ready to date again, that maybe i could lose them all? this has really been bothering me.

then there are the times where i think im just scared of commitment. i get close to someone and realize just friends for now. im just scared and i dont know what to do.

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