so sick of love songs
Oh dear I finally actually got myself out of bed and moving around this morning. I was pretty sick yesterday for some reason, not fun. I feel bad cause i missed Vinny's show and i was going to take some sweet pictures for him. Figures. My neck hurts from sleeping with my pillows too high last night. Ok so I find myself confused about everything lately. I can't even decide what i want to eat half the time so i end up not eating anything at all. It's not right. I can't quite pin down what my problem is though...i mean it could be the whole boyfriend issue, or the whole college issue, or perhaps a friend issue, or a parents issue, or (this would be crazy) a mix of them all?? idk...all i know is that my body hurts.
I was thinking about it the other day and i really miss like the last few months of my sophomore year. I was probably the happiest i've ever been during that period. It's crazy how things change at time goes by.
Maybe that's my problem, I get stuck on the way things used to be. I hope that the changes are temporary and the things that i see in people are real. That what is perminant is what is good. only im starting to see now that in so many people i know, there is that glimmer of goodness, but your identity cannot be determined by the small instances of good that you show, but rather by the everyday things that you do. I should stop being so naive and start seeing people for what they are...it only ends up hurting me when i try to look deeper to find something worth caring about.
So today im just going to take it easy...first league game tomorrow and i have to do well haha.
loveyoulikeyouloveme
I was thinking about it the other day and i really miss like the last few months of my sophomore year. I was probably the happiest i've ever been during that period. It's crazy how things change at time goes by.
Maybe that's my problem, I get stuck on the way things used to be. I hope that the changes are temporary and the things that i see in people are real. That what is perminant is what is good. only im starting to see now that in so many people i know, there is that glimmer of goodness, but your identity cannot be determined by the small instances of good that you show, but rather by the everyday things that you do. I should stop being so naive and start seeing people for what they are...it only ends up hurting me when i try to look deeper to find something worth caring about.
So today im just going to take it easy...first league game tomorrow and i have to do well haha.
loveyoulikeyouloveme