Apr 10, 2012 20:10
Recently I've been thinking about aging and about how it's ok. I like how people look when they are in their 30s, I actually think people are at their most beautiful then. I had some psychological problem a few weeks ago because I noticed wrinkles on my face that have deepened as my tiredness through the year progressed. 24 is an odd age where you have to get used to skin not looking like it did as a teenager. A lot of people used to still think I looked 14 right up until after I finished higher education. A guy at work said he thought I looked 18, but that might have been an antagonistic thing.
I was talking to my boyfriend about it who is in his 30s, and is very calm about it all. Yes, it is a natural part of living and it happens to everyone.
I've got a nasty throat infection that affects one of my ears. It won't seem to budge and I've had it for months, took penicillin but it only made me sick. It's still bugging me. Maybe they'll take out my tonsil!
Hopefully this will be sorted out by the time that I MOVE BACK TO LONDON in September!
I'm feeling very positive about the future, life seems to be getting a lot better than it was. I still have to go to work for a few more weeks, but I made sure that I want to get out of bed tomorrow and on to my bike for a 7 mile trek by eating a pie with custard after my dinner this evening. I'll need to work it off, and going to work is like going to the gym.
It's my birthday on Saturday! I am going to eat out at a Vietnamese restaurant in Shoreditch!