Sep 15, 2008 09:57
I was jamming out just now but I desperately need to take a break because my thoughts will not stop racing in my head.
Good thing, one of my best friends and I decided that we won't hide anything from each other ever and will always be completely honest. Total promises that we will officially take to the grave.
Bad thing, the reason it had to come to that point is really really sad. Leave it to fucking Shannon. Not only did she get in the way of our Friday night because she is obsessed with Di...but...she totally shat on our Sunday Funday. And she only ended up in our path because she was sounding a little not so crazy yesterday morning. I gave her the benefit of the doubt and thought that perhaps she was just having a serious manic episode Friday night; considering she is clinically bipolar and should really be on some meds other than fucking xanax. pffffffft. Anyway, getting wayy off track here (as you can tell I have wayy too much pent up anger towards this human being right now). So yesterday, she seemed fine and asked me to ask Bryan for someone's number. Of course, Bryan being his best friend and all, got super excited and was like woo we should all hang out tonight. I honestly had no idea it would blow up in our faces if I invited her to come along on a sunday night adventure. pfft. Actually, I think I just had a few SERIOUS lapses of judgement last night.
So Bryan invites me to Hot Shots. I go, we're having a grand ole time with his fam until I realize that Shannon absolutely cannot be around Liz. (Grant's baby's Mama.) So after Liz was telling me how much she hates Shannon because Shannon would steal from her, borrow her makeup when she would say not to, and smoke in her car, etc..I decided to do everything in my power to keep her from showing up. But of course, she shows up anyway. Geez. And she RUINED EVERYONE'S night. Bringing up things that SHOULD NOT be brought up at a bar. Saying super uncalled for shit. Dropping bombs like no one's business....then we realize that she has no fucking business there anyway because her mom didn't even agree to watch the baby!! WTF. She just left him at home while mom was sleeping and put the monitor in her room!!!! WTFFF. Things just ended up really out of control last night and this isn't even half of it...but I think I successfully completed my writing therapy so I'll stop here before things get even more out of control.
All I know is that my intuition was completely right when I didn't want her around Di and I Friday night. :-/ It's sad when you can't even bear to be around one of your "best friends". Who knows what kind of shit we would have gotten into that night.
urrggghhhh. A series of unfortunate and tragic events fa sho. And I'm not even finished.....
I miss my sane friends.