suckness
i hate drama. i hate controversy. i hate that im so freaking selfish. i avoid controversy as much as possible but when im confronted with it it seems like the worst thing in the world. this situation is terrible, im totally in the wrong and shows how GREAT of a friend i am. what should have been done was that i should have gone with the original plan and acted like everything is fine. but i would have been ending up doing something i didnt want to do. I know this entry is going to cause more drama then needed but i guess i deserve that too.
hmmm tomorrow should be fun. =/