what a tangled web
I can honestly say i am completely ovewhelmed by everything that is going on and I feel like i am on the edge of a breakdown.
I am trying so hard to please everyone and its jsut not working. There are things about me taht jay doesntk now that I feel like he would not want to e with meafter he found out, and ther are things that my parents dont know that i think would probably make them want to disown me, as if that isnt already the case.
I dont know what to do, i feel trapped, tired, and completely out of control.
I suppose i'm the one who created the mess and i'll jsut have to carry on and by and by it will get better. I can only hope and pray taht the grace of God brings me through all of this....
ILY J<3
Stephanie
I am trying so hard to please everyone and its jsut not working. There are things about me taht jay doesntk now that I feel like he would not want to e with meafter he found out, and ther are things that my parents dont know that i think would probably make them want to disown me, as if that isnt already the case.
I dont know what to do, i feel trapped, tired, and completely out of control.
I suppose i'm the one who created the mess and i'll jsut have to carry on and by and by it will get better. I can only hope and pray taht the grace of God brings me through all of this....
ILY J<3
Stephanie