Apr 15, 2005 12:40
Since April 2nd things have been different with me for some reason...I mean I know why but not all of ya'll need to know...but I have realized alot of things since that night...and I dont know anymore...im just so...lost with life...im confused on people and what they think...and I dont know...sometimes when im laying in bed I pray that I dont wake up...because I dont want to honestly...kinda weird but true....