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ya know, for two people to come from such different modes of life, thinking, politics, sometimes personality, and ideals, we understand each other sooo well.
grace is a great word for it. i went through a period of at least 2-3 weeks where the world was crumbling around me as i sat there and watched it. life continued and people were happy and living their lives and i could barely leave my bed. while im not quite there, things are at least bareable. instead of loathing my life here, and though i still kind of let it go by, i know i am halfway done and i can let it go by without being excited about it, but at least without being miserable about it. sometimes all of a sudden you wake up, and the day is good, my liver is clean(ER), and things are just for no real apparent reason bareable.
so from where im standing it is quite an accomplishment melbel.
high point of the day: very cute boy in spanish stopped to talk to me after class and we watched "wag the dog" in communications.
grace is a great word for it. i went through a period of at least 2-3 weeks where the world was crumbling around me as i sat there and watched it. life continued and people were happy and living their lives and i could barely leave my bed. while im not quite there, things are at least bareable. instead of loathing my life here, and though i still kind of let it go by, i know i am halfway done and i can let it go by without being excited about it, but at least without being miserable about it. sometimes all of a sudden you wake up, and the day is good, my liver is clean(ER), and things are just for no real apparent reason bareable.
so from where im standing it is quite an accomplishment melbel.
high point of the day: very cute boy in spanish stopped to talk to me after class and we watched "wag the dog" in communications.