Fajitas and No Cake...
This entry is kind of nostalgic so beware....Ok so Sunday was my last day at the pizzeria, which was kind of sad. I am seriously going to miss those guys. Every Sunday we order food and they send me to go pick it up since I am the delivery driver. Well since it was nearly 80 degrees out and beautiful we decided to BBQ. So they sent me to a Mexican Meat Market to get a cheap BBQ pit and meat and the appropiate mexican vegetables for our tacos. I work with a lot of Mexicans if you hadn't taken note. So I show up at the meat market and of course am the only white girl there, not to mention maybe the tallest, so I am getting a lot of weird looks. I am having a hard time finding some things(like the BBQ pit) because I can't read spanish, so I grab this silver round thing with a metal seperator and lid that is over by the charcoal and figured this must be a BBQ pit. I get back to the pizzeria and everyone starts laughing because I bought a pot. Yup a pot to make tamales in! I felt sooo stupid. Then they pulled out three different bags of peppers. I didn't know which kind of pepper's they wanted so I bought one of each. They thought that was funny. The worst thing was the fajita meat. I asked for three pounds of it and apparently because I am white they gave me a bad cut. Dante cut off one pound of fat. They were so mad. They kept saying those dirty mexicans cheated you out of good meat. Haha, but it was fun going to a Mexican Meat Market, how I will miss my spanish cooks.
Anyway, today I went and visited my old theater teacher, Sheffield. I talked to him for about an hour and it was weird hearing where everyone is and how much people from our school are sought after. Sheffield told me that colleges like OU and NYU are telling him that they take his reccomendations highly because he has reccommended and sent such talented students there. Hmpph. WHHHHY am I at UNT???? Why am I not getting cast??? Why??? So help me God do not say lack of talent(though I know I have tons to learn). Because if I believe that I have no talent, then my whole career will dissipate before my eyes. Therefore I am coming to the conclusion I am too fat...I mean seriously...young ingenues are skinny...me not so skinny...this is how people get eating disorders. I have good self esteem, but I probably would me more castable if I was maybe even 10 pounds lighter...Oh but the willpower...so if you see me eating a big piece of cake...say "castable"....just say that one word. By the way this is a random rant of rejection and it is over...I am just antsy to act...
Anyway, today I went and visited my old theater teacher, Sheffield. I talked to him for about an hour and it was weird hearing where everyone is and how much people from our school are sought after. Sheffield told me that colleges like OU and NYU are telling him that they take his reccomendations highly because he has reccommended and sent such talented students there. Hmpph. WHHHHY am I at UNT???? Why am I not getting cast??? Why??? So help me God do not say lack of talent(though I know I have tons to learn). Because if I believe that I have no talent, then my whole career will dissipate before my eyes. Therefore I am coming to the conclusion I am too fat...I mean seriously...young ingenues are skinny...me not so skinny...this is how people get eating disorders. I have good self esteem, but I probably would me more castable if I was maybe even 10 pounds lighter...Oh but the willpower...so if you see me eating a big piece of cake...say "castable"....just say that one word. By the way this is a random rant of rejection and it is over...I am just antsy to act...