Always think we'll get more time
I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm never happy, and it's not cause of anything I'm doing... more of like what people aren't doing. Does that make sense? And it's not like I have really high expectations... I don't think. Is it hard to call someone when you said you would? Hard to stick to plans that you made, or even have a simple conversation? I don't think so. All of this drama is really starting to make me sick. I really hate all the people who have to be the center of attention 24/7, and yet I want attention too. Not a lot. Just maybe I dunno, a hug of acknowledgement. A 'hey, thanks for putting up with all my crap all the time and never complaining about it when I ask for advice, never follow it, and then come to you to complain again.' OH, and how can I forget the people who love to call me like I'm their bestest friend ever and inform me that they won't be going out a certain night, WHEN THEY REALLY WEREN'T INVITED/WELCOME? Like, seriously. If I don't have plans with you, whether you call me or I call you, I'm honestly not that interested in what you're plans are. I don't care if you choose to stay home. Cause I'm not. But at least people like that realize I'm breathing. Gahhhhh... I might just vomit. This is the most emo, pointless entry in the history of lj...well, at least mine, and that makes me even more sad.
I think I'm ready to go back to Boston now.
I think I'm ready to go back to Boston now.