Nov 01, 2006 11:56
Well I lost a bet. I bet that either my sisters youngest or oldest would get pregnant first (the oldest is 18). Instead her middle child (17 years old) that I took in so she could stay away from her mothers and sisters drug scene and whoring around, the one who had a plan for her life and serious goals is due November 12 2006.
Whenever this sort of thing happens the first thing I think of is CONDOM, for the love of the gods I've already lost a dear friend to aids not to mention that there are tons of diesases out there.
This is the type of shit I deal with on top of everything else that comes flying at me.
My psychirist wants me to see a pscho-therapist because he thinks that the repressed memories I have which account for approx 5 years of my life on top of mom's suicide are affecting me on a deep level than I am aware of. I REALLY want pancakes!!