morning of the 4 listen to my rambles
Well its another nite of sleeping in the clothes, though this time very intentional. MMm bed side temp says 70 but I’m still waking shivering. I think the mones are finally screwing around with my internal clocks and all. I really need so help as my skin is just drying out and feeling pebblely, maybe a hot shower will warm me up, sigh wish I’d fit in the tub, what does a bath feel like? Though it could be its just cold lately or the diet. Dropped another lb this morning, yeah!? guess the pills are blocking something as I was not really all that hungry or maybe the tummy is getting smaller, really hope so. Any ideas for that choco need, a feeling for something sweet at the end of the meal? Got to fire up the plays2 and start video exercising after spent a day at the pute trying not to spend any money $$. I need to find anything to feel productive as my mind stagnates. Hope to get an answer over at diyshot and not get it high jacked by the arguing duo of Ange and who ever she tryin to pick a fight with this time. U’d think she needs to get laid or something though I think it may just be a case of frustrated lonely-ness. Guess its hard to resist her flame-in as some of the regulars get dragged down or into her naggin.May be time to dump the yahoo groups as a helping source and go to the boards but really need to get pro help, but again a money issue. Today i need to call in and hope i’m working tomorrow. Come on thea you got to do something cause the only thing is my butt… will get bigger just setting around. laters scthea
ps this was my first try posting off site with live writer, hope it works.