May 11, 2005 21:52
No one seems inclined to update as much as they used to. I know I am really on not to talk seeing as I never write, I don't mean this as an exaggeration, I have probably written 10 times since I opened this account. Who actually reads my journal? Who waits around to read my posts? Nobody....The people that know what is going on in my life are the people that I talk to on a regular basis, the people that don't really probably could care less... It would make no difference whether I wrote or not. I wouldn't get people trying to contact me and convince me to write or say that what I have to say matters or impacts their life in any manner. It is an interesting thing to think about in my humble opinion. There are people who are Live journal gods and have thousands of people reading about their thoughts, opinions, lives and those of their friends as well.
On a completely unrelated note, I have decided I am going to for sure quit my current job. Today I was not feeling particularly well so I get up and call my boss to let her know that I do not feel up to working for a second day in a row while being ill. All she had to say in response to this was "ok" I believe in the time I spoke to her that was all she had to say. I understand that it is some what of an inconvenience to have an employee not come into work but come on! No matter how pissed you are at some one at least say "don't worry about it" or how know even an insincere "feel better" would be appreciated. At my job there is a general lack of appreciation overall. In the 2 months I have worked there there has been a distinct lack of encouragement. Am I really asking for much by wanting a "thank you" or a "good job" every once and a while? Oh dear I am a whiny bitch perhaps I should say something positive....
Today was beautiful day, summer seems to slowly be seeping into me. Im starting to get excited about long days at the beach and hot nights. I even went out and bought a brand spankin new pair of board shorts today! I think Trev doesn't like my Tom-boy style. He kept trying to convince me to buy skimpy girly tops and itty-bitty booty shorts. For anyone who knows me do, thats not exactly my scene...Although Im not a total loss when it comes to girly gear! I have my share of cute summer skirts and dresses, granted most of my summer clothes no longer fit me. I don't really know why because Im still roughly the same size as I was when I go out to try stuff on, if that makes any sense...Speaking of clothes as much as I have been ragged on about stressing over what to wear for the movie I am at a total loss! I was actually looking for stuff that would be appropriate to wear but nothing at all appealed to me. It seems like this springs trends are beyond me.
Oh to babble on about trivial things! Im going to try and watch In Good Company, Trev and I "watched" it together the other night, and by that I mean I saw the first 10 min before falling sound asleep barely waking to say goodnight and promptly roll over and fall asleep once more. Im a bad girlfriend, a peck goodnight and didn't even walk him out. Oh well....it he doesn't like it I guess that is his problem, lord knows he would bring something up that was bother him about our relationship. When ever I do he gets all weird and acts goofy, he can't ever be serious about stuff. Maybe thats why I am nuts about him....