Do you ever....

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lay face down on your bed listening to music way to loud?
squint for hours half blind because you don't want to get your glasses or contacts?
stare at the blue sky and wait for something to change?
walk bare foot on the beach in January?
peak at someone while your kissing?
wonder how your life effects other people?
feel alone in a crowd?
pull petals off flowers just to watch them drop to the ground?
want to cry for no reason?
put off homework for ages and beat yourself up for it later?
laugh uncontrollably to the point of pain?
count the rings when you skip stones?
wake up at night and stare out the window until you fall asleep again?
think of what could have been?
want to escape?
sneak up on someone to surprise them with a hug?
day dream in class and come too so confused?
drink milk from the jug?
keep part of yourself hidden away?
smile while you are on your own?
look at the stars and feel insignificant?
live for just one moment?
feel bad for wanting to be a alone?
long to be protected?
wanted to be a better person?
felt like you should lie?