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hokey, stho...
i'm headin' on back tomorrow- or at least that is the plan- and, for the first time since i think SIXTH GRADE, i am not a complete nervous wreck. i'm actually looking forward to school...and, i don't care how corny this may sound, i think it has a lot to do with one of our devotional times in berlin where another girl on our team prayed for me to have peace. i really have done nothing different in my mind...it's as spacey as it usually is. i just feel really relieved and glad that i'm not spending all of my time thinking about how everything will be horrible or that i'll fail my classes and all that stuff. whatever happens, happens, and it'll be for the best. it's quite liberating, and i'm very thankful.
i'm headin' on back tomorrow- or at least that is the plan- and, for the first time since i think SIXTH GRADE, i am not a complete nervous wreck. i'm actually looking forward to school...and, i don't care how corny this may sound, i think it has a lot to do with one of our devotional times in berlin where another girl on our team prayed for me to have peace. i really have done nothing different in my mind...it's as spacey as it usually is. i just feel really relieved and glad that i'm not spending all of my time thinking about how everything will be horrible or that i'll fail my classes and all that stuff. whatever happens, happens, and it'll be for the best. it's quite liberating, and i'm very thankful.