1st ever post
hey i dont know if anyone will ever red this, probably best if know one does.
to be honest i dont know if ill LJ very much.. ive never really been one to keep a diary but hey u never know it mite help.
so i guess i'll start off with the easy stuff: i just about got up out of bed and ready to drive into college to see my most beautiful girlfriend. i got there just as her bus drove into college so i got to spend the most possible time with her :) i went home and couldnt wait till i got to see her again at break, but she had to sort out her new lesson so i didnt get 2 see her as much as i wanted to :( physics lesson went by really slowly but once i got out rak was under the stairs with me almost instantly :) but she had to go home at 1 so :( rest of the day sucked ... got online as soon as could hoping rak would be on so we could talk about random little things but instead i end up feeling like the worst guy in the world.
i must be better, i must be better, i must be better, i must be better
why am i so dumb, how can i let someone so amazing down, i no i dont deserve her but why cant i show how much she means to me
oh well thats enuff of a rant from me ... could b my first and last entry on here so i hope it didnt bore u too much (tho i guess it probably did)
to be honest i dont know if ill LJ very much.. ive never really been one to keep a diary but hey u never know it mite help.
so i guess i'll start off with the easy stuff: i just about got up out of bed and ready to drive into college to see my most beautiful girlfriend. i got there just as her bus drove into college so i got to spend the most possible time with her :) i went home and couldnt wait till i got to see her again at break, but she had to sort out her new lesson so i didnt get 2 see her as much as i wanted to :( physics lesson went by really slowly but once i got out rak was under the stairs with me almost instantly :) but she had to go home at 1 so :( rest of the day sucked ... got online as soon as could hoping rak would be on so we could talk about random little things but instead i end up feeling like the worst guy in the world.
i must be better, i must be better, i must be better, i must be better
why am i so dumb, how can i let someone so amazing down, i no i dont deserve her but why cant i show how much she means to me
oh well thats enuff of a rant from me ... could b my first and last entry on here so i hope it didnt bore u too much (tho i guess it probably did)