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[stencileyes]

So I was/am sick today. My stomach woke me up at 6am and started getting into a punching match with the world. It hurt a lot. I probably should have used today to sleep, sleep, sleep, but instead I worked on my project for drawing class. I really don't want to hand it in. I don't want other people to see it. I don't want to hear that girl in my class say things like "I think you got caught up in society's view of what an eye looks like instead of what an eye actually looks like." which is what she said to someone last critique. What a nincompoop. But mostly I'm getting too nervous to draw anymore because (and I do this every time) I always get scared that it's going to turn out badly, and because of that I don't even want to try. Not one bit. But I know I have to try because I just have to. Plus, it's a big assignment and is therefore worth a lot, and I base my worth on the marks I get from school! Weeee!

Speaking of marks, if I hadn't been sick today I could have went to Acting class and actually found out my mark for the Drama assignment I performed with my partner on Thursday. I played a hooker. I gave her the name Sasha Potts. I think the performance of our scene actually went pretty well, and I think I'm deserving of a good mark, but I know that my paper that accompanied the performance was missing a few things it needed. Of course I only remembered about those "things" after I had already handed the paper in. Isn't that just the luck?

Anyway...I just had another bowl of orange Jell-O. It hasn't hurt my tummy yet...maybe things are looking up!