Changes.
I realized something today that I had never really realized until now. (And bear with me while I talk about myself, which I sort of hate doing, especially when it's about my "music career".)
For the past few years, I've always felt this constant necessity to produce music. There's always been an album to work up to, and after that, there's always been another one. And lately I've been feeling that pressure. It's been almost a year that I've produced an album, which is a much longer time than usual. And I've been listening to a lot more music because I just received a lot more music, from Bonnie, from Stuart, and from the internet. And I've realized one thing for sure- there are lots of things I don't like with what I've done and what I'm doing, and I've gotten a bit too complacent about everything, being satisfied with things I'm not really excited about. And I think my techniques for songwriting aren't working as well as I'd like them to.
So I'm going to take a bit of a hiatus from the whole thing. I want to change everything- I want to make someone say "oh my god. This music is beautiful." Just the way I feel for so many artists. And I think I can do it, eventually. But it's going to take some changes. (And don't try to tell me that my music already does that. It's cheap amatuer stuff, I know it, you know it, I'm sick of getting an inflated ego over sub-par bullshit).
That's about it, kids. Don't you worry none. SCR will be back up and running soon.
For the past few years, I've always felt this constant necessity to produce music. There's always been an album to work up to, and after that, there's always been another one. And lately I've been feeling that pressure. It's been almost a year that I've produced an album, which is a much longer time than usual. And I've been listening to a lot more music because I just received a lot more music, from Bonnie, from Stuart, and from the internet. And I've realized one thing for sure- there are lots of things I don't like with what I've done and what I'm doing, and I've gotten a bit too complacent about everything, being satisfied with things I'm not really excited about. And I think my techniques for songwriting aren't working as well as I'd like them to.
So I'm going to take a bit of a hiatus from the whole thing. I want to change everything- I want to make someone say "oh my god. This music is beautiful." Just the way I feel for so many artists. And I think I can do it, eventually. But it's going to take some changes. (And don't try to tell me that my music already does that. It's cheap amatuer stuff, I know it, you know it, I'm sick of getting an inflated ego over sub-par bullshit).
That's about it, kids. Don't you worry none. SCR will be back up and running soon.