Jan 05, 2009 21:36
Mondays are usually busy days composed of my weekly meetings and a whole bunch of dates/meetings to attend to, to-do-lists and a new set of agenda to occupy either the week or the month. It yields mixed emotions of stress, anxiety and excitement. But I guess these days, it's mostly the latter. New projects can become exciting adventures, and I find that particularly uplifting. Optimism brings out the best in me, and this attitude is always a good one to have.
But I am not without my worries. There is immense pressure to finish things on time and finish it well. And it is exhausting. I cannot let myself fall down and settle. I need to feel constantly inspired and motivated. For this to hit me, I stop for awhile to remind myself why I do what I do and why I love it. When I finally have my answers, it gets easy from there. And the people I am with - always always help.
I have two months left. And it just doesn't feel enough. But I'll worry about that later. For now, there are only new exciting adventures ahead to share with such amazing people. I remain bright-eyed and optimistic. Even if it gets hard. Even if its challenging. Even when there will come a time when I'm going to pull my hair out eventually. And I fear that eventually is really soon, and soon is really like next week.
But I will take that jump, come back bouncing and glide through all these so-called work. I will think of all this work, ONLY as POSSIBILITIES, holding out infinite chances for me to learn, grow and give back.
The next few months will be awesome.
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