Sep 20, 2004 21:42
Well Today I didnt do a whole bunch, I picked Ryan up at about 5:45, we went to mcdonalds, had some food, and than we went and saw without a paddle, it was such a goood movie! it was soo cute lol, tomorrow i dont know what im up too, i think im going out for coffee with becky than im not too sure what else im up too, hopefully I find something to do, if anyone wants to do something, gimme a call, im really tired and still really sick, lol, hmm I dunno what else to say
today when I was heading home, I drove past whitespot and I was like aww:( and the whole way home I was just listening to music and all the songs reminded me of Bry, It's sad:( I am really starting to miss him, its really hard, but its something I want to beable to handle, It's just hard thinking of all the good times and its hard to think when we were both upset, we could just hold each other in our arms and say i love u dont worry about it, and right now its just basically like cheer up on the internet, its really hard, I wish I had changed like I am changed right now earlier so than me and brys relationship wouldnt of ended, but I guess its too late now, and things were said. I just hope one day we will reunite, but if not, than its fine, I will find the man of my life