May 30, 2007 20:11
Well, my mate from work has just advised me that when our manager gets back from leave on Monday she is resigning.
Its been coming for ages... I though she was going to wait a month til she got back from leave but after leaving early today (she honstly looked like shit so I sent her home... there was not one manager or HR person around to do it so I did it and emailed the relevant ppl to tell them I'd done it!) she's sat down with her hubby 2nite and had the "what are we going to do with our lives" type of talk and come to this conclusion.
I just wish it was me... but I have another 2 months before I make my announcement... and sometimes its so hard to keep my mouth shut.
Problem is now I'm not sure if I am going to succeed in getting them to put me back in my old job after my extension of secondment has come to an end. If I have to stay I have to stay...8 weeks and I can resign... shock the hell out of them and probably look like a sheep but I dont fucking care any more!
I still wonder if i'm overreacting and being paranoid and a little stupid but I realise it doesnt actually matter...if I hate my job to the extent that I am now losing sleep through stress and feel vaguely ill each morning when I wake up bce I know I have to go to work then its time to go.
Ironically I really really would love to find a company to work for where I can stay for 10 years... but when I leave here is will be after 2 years, the job before that was after 2 and a half years and the ones before that a number of months to maybe 12.
Sorry, as per usual that was a boring rant... I just cant quite get past my dislike, dissatisfaction and disappointment with my current employment.