why?
my jesse. why did you have to drink and drive that night? you know I always tell you that my phone is on if you need a ride. I miss you so much. you were the one thatbrightened my life up when I was down.You looked at everything so positive and lived life to the fullest. You were a crazy individual, so unique, so diifferent. You were my bestfriend. I was at LaurV's yesterday and we were sitting there laughing how Sarah, Nicki, Laur and I were you 4 hoes and you were our PIMP! you so were. You didn't deserve this, you were supposed to be at Marias laying me remember? That's the last thing you said to me is, " CARLEY I'M GOING TO LAY YOU!" I was sitting outside yesterday just waiting for you to roll up in your jeep and say lets go get some food and just get trashed. I miss you so much. We all need you here right now. I never told you I liked you I always had thebiggest crush on you... well maybe you knew! Lauren told me you knew haha. I just want you to come back and say I'm kidding! I hope wherever you are there is non-stop listening to the Beatles, Power Bars, GREENTEA!, and some rock climbing with a bit of ballroom dancing. baby come back. we all want you here. What is Ms. Brennan going todo? She can't scream at us anymore for bothering her, or i cant call you and scream at you for notcoming to school because you are catching up on watching LOST. I need you here. Me you and Nat were suppoosed to go to the zoo this wednesday and I was so excited I always had so much fun with you when we hungout. Rememberwhen you and matt hated Rent and you went to go see a werid movie andcameback and we were still sitting in rent. Gosh. We had so many more good times that neededto be made! This isn't fair. Last Saturday night when we saw the Mahoney Brothers with nat we were doing thetwist and just being dumb.i'm going tomiss it. or whenyou were trying to make lindsey jealous and havemehang on you because you guys were fighthing. gosh....I truely love you boy. You were my little ooompa loompa. We were so close that one time whenthat car in the city was going 40mph andwe were so high! Then we got to see a bellydancer.It wasso muchfun. I miss you just come back already okay? THANKS! i love you babe my Jessica! love you always from your carloscooper.<33