Dec 20, 2005 20:00
what a mysterious space i've kept myself in lately
dragging myself along for sometime
and i have these delusions of change
and how horrible and frightening it can be
i am at times that odd wheel out in social conversation
where everyone is always talking to someone other than me
and maybe i don't always have something witty
or interesting to say
but who does?
you can always talk about one thing so many times
until others repeat it back to you
and yeah, okay
it's not always right to purposely exclude yourself from the circles
of the scene
but other times it's just so great to see faces from times ago
it makes a reunion
and then the faces you know that become unrecognizable...
they're always out there
we are all wonderful and changing
and the longer the time between we meet lapses
the more apparent it becomes
fortunately, we will always have the memories
when no ties were severed
when everyone was a new face
when we were all in The Circle